I am fucked up in more ways than one.
I do not know what i am going to do with my life.
I hate school so much it is scary. Though, I would never drop out.
I feel like I am not really complete. Like there is something missing.
I have done this to myself. There are no excuses for what i have put myself through.
I simply care too much, I am too hopeful in times when there is no hope to be seen.
I have put up with shit that any other girl would never put up with.
I have loved.
I have been fucked over so many times, i have lost count.
I do not deserve this.
I am happy now. Though, i wish things would be a little different right now.