curiousity killed the cat.

I got some news Saturday night. I didn't know what to think. My thoughts were jumbled and too mixed to sort. I could do nothing but cry. I mean in a way i felt better about my self, but the hurt and confusion quickly took over that feeling. I am still really confused about it. Im a little pissed off too. I just can't seem to understand why... How could someone keep something like this from someone that they care about. I could never do it.