What a beautiful mess.

I'm so happy =)
i love exactly where I'm at right now.
Everything has been going so well.
I love to know that i have made someone happy, i made someone smile.
I wish you lived closer to me. Because 5 hrs is one hell of a drive.
Anyways. back to me being happy =)
Its incredible to me how everything works out.
One min your pissed off and depressed or whatever, and the next min the sun comes out and your the happiest you have been in a while.
My mother and i have gotten a lot closer, as well as me and my dad.
(we plan to go golfing soon)
I have hung out with old friends, and talked to people i haven't seen in years.
Why the sudden change you ask?
I don't know, maybe its something in the water.
ha ha I just feel a lot more caring. my heart grew a tad bit =)
I realized that there are people around you that truely care.
And then again there are people out there that dont mean shit,
and will do anything to bring you down.
fuck those people.
the only people in your life that matter are the ones that really care.
I love being happy...
Everyone should try it.