He taste like you, only sweeter.

Blah, Blah, Blah,
Bitch, Bitch, Bitch.

I really feel like spilling everything!
but.
everything i am feeling can be summed up into just a few lines.
A few measly sentences.
Im sure this is going to pass,
and ill just move along to the next boy.
But i need to let you know just how i feel.

Hold my hand and tell me everything is okay.
Let me be your everything.
kiss me on the cheek, i love that.
Tell me you care. And mean it.
Be my everything.
Being alone scares me, you know that.
Let me make you happy.

Im content with my life right now.
and how everything is going...
but i wouldnt mind a few changes.
im happy.
but its a diferent story when im with you.

i'm just a soul who's intentions are good...

today was a good day...
i've been having fun.
and i like it. =)

Sunshine,

You make me

smile

What a beautiful mess.

I'm so happy =)
i love exactly where I'm at right now.
Everything has been going so well.
I love to know that i have made someone happy, i made someone smile.
I wish you lived closer to me. Because 5 hrs is one hell of a drive.
Anyways. back to me being happy =)
Its incredible to me how everything works out.
One min your pissed off and depressed or whatever, and the next min the sun comes out and your the happiest you have been in a while.
My mother and i have gotten a lot closer, as well as me and my dad.
(we plan to go golfing soon)
I have hung out with old friends, and talked to people i haven't seen in years.
Why the sudden change you ask?
I don't know, maybe its something in the water.
ha ha I just feel a lot more caring. my heart grew a tad bit =)
I realized that there are people around you that truely care.
And then again there are people out there that dont mean shit,
and will do anything to bring you down.
fuck those people.
the only people in your life that matter are the ones that really care.
I love being happy...
Everyone should try it.

SHAWN,

You, you my friend are a piece of shit.

you may go somewhere in your life but that's it. You will never know what its like to be respected or to be truly loved. You are the biggest ass hole i have ever met in my life. You treat everyone around you as if they were supposed to be there, like they have to be your friend. You will die alone you son of a bitch. Have fun finding someone who you are compatible with. Its going to be one hell of a job. You act like your above everyone. But to me your as low as they come. I wanted to just leave it as it was and never talk to you again. But no, you just cant keep your fucking comments to your self.

So fuck you.

Stay out of my life,

and my business.



PS: I lied when i said i liked your MANroe.

It looks fucking ridiculous.

This town is too small now.

This Ones For You Guys

I just said some super good shit, and was persuaded to write a blog.

First of all i want to say that YOU Liz, have the biggest heart for the smallest person i have ever encountered. You have been through a lot in 15 yrs and you are such a strong person for it. I'm so glad that we have gotten close. There are a few boys that we can thank for helping that along :P You my friend will be a great success someday. Your talented as fuck and you will go far. We have had a lot of fun together on our road trips and hanging out with the boys.

this friendship can only grow from here:)

J-Stid, muh main nigga! we have grown to be best friends in a matter of one crazy ass summer and a few ex boyfriends :) I thank them for the friendship that we have now. We basically have the same mind set haha. Our way of thinking is so similar its scary. i love hangin wit cha because we like all of the same things. haha. And never again will i go to Muncie sober. haha nothing good ever happens. We have had too many good times together, as well as a few bad times.

You have been there for me, and i have been there for you.

This isn't going to change.

Ruby <3

everyone loves Rudy! haha

But he has been there for me through quite a bit of shit.

And i have tried my best to be there for him also. I wish i had my license back so that i could drive this niggah to converse everyday, just so he can see his girl. Rudy kept me up for three hours while i drove back to Marion from Springfield Ohio at three in the morning haha.

Everyone else was asleep, and we had a mini dance party in the front half of the car :)

i luh this dude. He is a good person, and he is super talented.

Do work baby boy :)

We are too much for this little town.

One day we will do somthing great,

we will pave our own roads out.

Nice shirt, bitch.

Im trying hard to not give a fuck.
I think its going well.

chew it well.

I admit, i dont know what i want...
But i have a damn good idea.

B is for Bittersweet

Yesterday (sep. 3rd) would have been 4 months for you and i.
That seems like such a short time. But not much time is needed... Im happy to say that i am content with the relationship that we have now, and after all this im glad that i can call you a friend. You can be a dick, but in actuality your a beautiful person, and you will go far.
I hope your happy with how everything has turned out.

Dropping im sorry like your still around...

I'm confused,
i don't know what the hell i want,
i cant judge what the right thing is,
i cant make decisions on my own.
i am the most indecisive person you will ever meet.
but i am who i am.

And on another note.
I will NOT change for you,
I will NOT put up with anymore bull shit,
I will NOT put myself through this again.